...and our trip to california...
he could literally be here any day.
and it's so hard to wrap my head around everything.
today i'm nesting.
and i keep finding myself in a heap of mixed emotions.
it's not just brandon and i anymore.
no more picking up and going on a last minute weekend trip.
no more late movie nights.
no more lying around in bed sunday mornings catching up on politics.
i'm so grateful for the few years i've had brandon all to myself.
they've only got better and better.
...but i cannot wait to meet my little noah.
for that single moment when i hear him cry for the very first time.
and hold him.
and love him.
for that single moment when he sees his dad for the first time.
and he holds him.
and loves him.
and for that single moment when we're a family for the first time.
and we have no idea what we're doing,
but it's ok.
because we hold eachother.
and we love eachother.